Reading back on my post in June of this year, I sounded so enthusiastic and excited about posting more often, and interacting a lot regularly with you all. Since i've left school I have been trying so desperately to get an apprenticeship so that I could earn some money, but still learn and achieve some more qualifications at the same time. I was perhaps in some denial, thinking that it wouldn't take me long to find one and get on with the next chapter in my life. Unfortunately, it's only now that I realise it is a lot harder to get an apprenticeship than I ever anticipated in the past. Obviously I understand that jobs are like gold-dust to find and keep hold of nowadays, but I never really thought that apprenticeships would be like that too, or even worse to find.
Also, as I have been applying for apprenticeships left, right and centre, I have had a lot of spare time on my hands, which seems to have gone past super quickly (I can't quite believe it's September now). I have been contemplating whether to post on here for a while now because I didn't think that I had anything of value and interest to write about. The last thing that I wanted to do was to write a blogpost just for the sake of writing one.I started this blog because I wanted to write about my life and the things that I will endure along my path. I wanted to share my thoughts and opinions on many things to a wide range of audience, and I also loved the thought of interacting with other bloggers and maybe even making some new friends. So writing about something just for the sake of it sounded a bit pointless to me, and the last thing I wanted to do was to look back at my blog and think 'Why did I write about that?'.
I have not been in the right mindset for quite a while now, and i'm not too sure whether this post really makes any sense, but I have made a promise to myself that I will try and blog more often, but I will not force myself to write a blogpost if I feel like i'm going to be writing one with no worth or meaning to it. If anyone has any suggestions on any future blogposts that you would like me to write about then please comment below. They would be greatly appreciated :)
Once again for anyone reading this, thank you. Thank you for visiting my blog, following me on social media and commenting your opinions and thoughts below. Until the next post....
Emma x
